for those who had ENOUGH...

In my past I was in love with you
Looked into your glimmering eyes
Was blinded by harmony so true

As my time wore on
At last I saw in your heart
How much we drifted apart

Had enough of false premises
If it was really meant to be
We'd share real kisses

Once a time
We had something going
Sincere accord begat its chime

As days passed
Saw the interest wavering
Hugs lost all their meaning

Had enough of meaningless days
If it was really meant to be
We'd be lost in time's daze

When each new day broke
Looked forward to our reunion
Firm embraces extinguishing life's smoke

Over countless mornings
Us together was less enchanted
Being at my side you took for granted

Had enough of passions lost
If it was really meant to be
We'd be united at all costs

Too many moments came to futility
Gave you everything that I could
In return had my dreams met by hostility

Drudging on with every black sunset
Promises given to me from you
Shattered by the force known as love overdue

Had enough of empty affection
If it was really meant to be
You'd stop wanting perfection

Too many wasted thoughts of us
Every time I considered you could change
Saw a spiteful action which made me regress

Eventual passage of time
All your faults finally did I catch
From then on I began to detach

Had enough of what could've been
If it was really meant to be
You'd be with me even when life wears thin

Too many obvious oversights did I miss
What was perceived as lovely
Actually was far from bliss

Finally as the rites of existence opened up
It's now that I truly can understand
Being with you wasn't close to the promised land

Had enough of downcast hope
If it was really meant to be
You'd be someone that would learn to cope

Moving on from forlorn dreams
Given up all efforts to console
Maybe now things will be what they seem

Our history moves onward
Never again will I be so blind
As to the love left behind

Had enough of torn reality
If it was really meant to be
Then I'd be shown my staunch mortality

Moving on from stolen chances
Didn't realize you could fuel all this pain
Just by faking an adoring glance

When the truth passes before me
Won't fall for deception a second time
Now I'll be aware of your uncaring crime

Had enough of fabricated devotion
If it was really meant to be
Then I'd feel genuine intent in your emotion

Moving on from hurtful schisms
Sudden endings of lasting serenades
Splintered is our passionate prism

In the end after I've endured it all
Jaded by the aches caused by misgiving psyches
No account again I'll search for the faultless fairy

Had enough of our broken love debris
If it was really meant to be
Then I'd cease weeping waiting for my fantasy

Within childhood I was naive
For believing in the ideal companion
Existed for the generations after Eve

Too many lamented hours did I spend
Yearning for unification with my one true mate
When she was found it was all pretend

Moving on from past mistakes
To end my cycle of relentless anguish
Impeding the pursuit for a mate is the path I take

When the last grain of sand falls
Someday I'll be happy again
As all the affection is flushed down the drain

Had enough of anything called love
If it was really meant to be
You'd be the angel descending from above